Think Freakness

I pretended that everything was okay, I told myself that if continued mimicking those whom I sought to be like I would eventually achieve my goal, I told myself that my personal desires and ambitions were unimportant, it was all for them, to keep up this fake image of myself, to be flawless, to be an example … to just be there and yes, I was wrong. There are certain things I can not change about myself and that I should not be ashamed of but I don’t know how to alter my mentality.